It has been a while since I have written anything on my other blog, and I guess it is just because I have felt like it isn't my place to continue writing in a blog called, "God, The Story Of My Life," When I haven't been living the way that I know God wants me too. You see, 31 weeks ago, or about 7 months, I got pregnant out of marriage. Me, being the person that I am have felt like I would never be looked at by God in the same way. Even now I still have doubts that my relationship will be the same, but I know that everyone sins and falls short of the glory of God, and that he has forgiven me for what I did. Now, I am faced with a new challenge in life, a baby! Now that I am getting over the guilt I am getting very excited about being a Mother, and so is Noah! (Baby's Daddy & My fiancé) I just can't wait to see my baby girl's little face and kiss all over her toes! I hope more than anything that God will give me and Noah the strength and the wisdom to raise Trinity(the name we have picked out for her) the way he desires us to raise her. I also hope that other Moms will give me advice and ideas as my girl is growing.
My pregnancy has not been easy,I have had bad back pain since my 1st trimester, and it has just been getting worse. I have had headaches, backaches, heartburn, gas, trouble sleeping, problems with my feet hurting, constipation, and more, the list just goes on and on. It has been difficult, but I know that the outcome will be great, and through all of this Noah and my parents has stood by my side and helped me. So now I am 9 weeks from my due date, and I am getting ready! I will keep you guys posted!
